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la lngz.....

i hate myself..... :'(

Naminé16 on Monday, February 19, 2007

Mga bagay na wish mong pwede sabihin sa prof/teacher mo..

"Late ka nanaman, absent ka for today ! ".

"Ma'am, mali po kayo! minus 10 sa sweldo mo".

"Kaw nga kabisaduhin mo lahat to ng over-night, kayanin mo kaya?".

"tumira ka sa bundok ng malaman mo kung bat ako late araw-araw?".

"Wag ka nga maingay.. di ko magets sinasabi ng katabi ko eh".

"Kasama pa ba sa lesson yang sinasabi mo?".

"Wala akong naintindihan sa tinuro mo, sorry".

"Ma'am wag niyo hirapan yung test para hindi ka mahirapan gumawa ng questions".

*Source: Luisa's text msg...astej!! \m/

Naminé16 on Monday, February 19, 2007

Cccraaazzzzzyyyyy ddaaaayyyyyyy

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*`*@_@ It's a CRAZY day!!!.

This day wasn't any other typical day i had--It's the only day that i lose myself alongside with my seatmate, Ramon,..literally. In other words i began to act very 'odd' like kanina: i laugh endlessly without reasons..hahahahahahahhahhahahahahah..., i can't stop teasing or at least 'harming' Ramon (ta xa rin nabaliw, i guess i influenced Ramon...NAKA DRUGS KAMI! :P), it felt like adrenaline is taking over me, i talk nonstop, i can't stop singing Sir Mix Alot's 'Baby got back'....hehehe, i like big butts and i cannot lie, you other brothers can't deny, when a girl walks in with an itty bitty face and a round thing in her waist you get sprung.... It only made my current mood to being hyper when i got embarrassed during our Filipino class. Haha, here's the story: Joy was holding this sort-of-like pin and began poking me and Fiam, and in every poke she makes i get the feeling of electric shock by that freaking needle though i can't stop laughing since Joy's laughs are much hilarious. And another thing, when it was MY turn to recite for a question/recitation in Filipino--i stand carelessly then to realize that Mrs. Sarmiento called Karizze instead of me, yeah i got embarrassed and then of course, Joy & Fiam can't stop laughing but since i losing my mind i too laugh with them (shemay, i'm discouraging myself). And then it came when it was my turn to answer,--i wasn't prepared actually yet i borrowed Triccie's notebook for a cover-up answer (and i really don't understand that particular lesson) then spoke the wrong answer, huhuh. Not only that i got embarrassed, i got 0 score for the recitation--i really don't give a damn and it was later that i realize (when i came back to my senses) what i did was totally wrong. Worry not my readers, there is still a chance for me to gain that score back--unless Ma'am Sarmiento gives me another chance to recite for the Kabanata 12 (Noli Me Tangere). Hopefully i could pass the quiz tomorrow..AND be a normal person once again..the severe cause of my insanity is....ssseeeccccrrreeeettttttt...

*`*Gave Jazel a helping hand in reporting.

Yeah, i wouldn't mind giving Jazel a hand in reporting for tomorrow. Since she explained why she hasn't got enough self-esteem/confidence about reporting in front, she said that it really was her weakness in reporting. Ms. Ramos was kind enough for allowing me report alongside with her tomorrow. I suppose this reporting adds more to my daily work/ordeal *sigh*...it wouldn't hurt, won't it? at least i get an advancement in recitation..sort of..

Naminé16 on Monday, February 19, 2007

in a state of confusion...

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*`*Kung Hei Fat Choi!!!! ^^

*`*Song bangin my head today: "Lil' Star - Kelis feat. Ceelo".

*`*Half way to the finishing touchs of the Diorama Project:

At last! we are almost at the peak of finishing the project, all it needs are the castle and some finishing touches eheheh. At least the paintjob's done and it lacks at bit of structures and tiny people, haha maybe putting godzilla as a dragon might spice it up :P. kiddiinnggggg..Aside from that, there were seniors at school that time. They say that they were gonna do their project in Arts: Photography and themselves as the models.

*`*Ain't running anymore, happy with that?

It's a good thing though that i was replaced since i really don't want to be part of their party cause they're nothing but a second rate, trying hard and copy cats. Even evesdrop when they were composing a song yesterday, i guess it's their theme song or whatever.

*`*Hotel Rwanda.

Ten years ago, as the country of Rwanda descended into madness, one man made a promise to protect the family he loved--and ended up finding the courage to save over 1200 people. Paul Rusesabagina, a hotel manager in Rwanda, secretly used his position and intelligence to shelter over a thousand refugees during the genocide crisis. While the rest of the world closed its eyes, Paul opened his heart to prove that the human spirit can make us stronger than we’d ever imagine...I just watched the movie at Star Movies, i made me cry--ALOT.

*`*BGM: Everytime we touch - Cascada

I still hear your voice,

When you sleep next to me.

I still feel your touch, in my dreams

Forgive me my weakness,

But I don't know why,

Without you it's hard to survive

(chorus)

'Cause every time we touch,

I get this feeling

And every time we kiss, I swear I could fly

Can't you feel my heart beat fast,

I want this to last,

Need you by my side

'Cause every time we touch, I feel the static,

And every time we kiss, I reach for the sky,

Can't you hear my heart beat so I can't let you go,

Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, Your heart is my sky.

They wipe away tears that I cry (i cry) the good and the bad times,

We've been through them all. You make me rise when I fall...

(chorus 2x)

I was wondering around the Youtube site and i heard this song of one of the videos. I was caught by it so i had it to be my BGM.

Naminé16 on Sunday, February 18, 2007

Liquid dreams

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*`*"ODD" dream.
There are number of times when we had an unsual or at least disturbing dreams, some of them are made up from watching horror movies before going to sleep or thinking of things that are made up as a dream--or just plain disturbing. One night ago i dreamt of something very odd, everyone was there: my friends and almost everybody i knew from school, as long as i remembered it i was walking around the school like any other typical idling student would do.

There were different groups of people, i sat with one of my friends but i went away since i had this 'uncanny' feeling about the atmosphere and the people whom i'm with, next thing i knew i was sitting near the gate by myself and making a pout like i was hella bored. There were a threesome passedby, a bunch of college studes, one of them was one of my friends (don't wanna mention the name, ..

This part is what makes it really WEIRD ). She was pregnant, her tummy was 12 cm long and her threads were mommy clothes. She approached me while texting, i asked her shockingly 'Oh my God, what happened.. who did this to you?!?' and she replied 'I know, it sucks!' then doing her texting again. The next thing i knew....i woke up. I got freaked out and didn't fall asleep. Let this be a lesson for those who don't want to have nightmares such as this one,...'Don't ever watch a freakin Horror movie before going to sleep'..(wait...what does horror have anything to do about pregnancy? Lol...)

*`*The Symposium..regarding Marriage...really?:

I thought it was all about Marriage that was said by Sr. Althea, but it was all about Teenage issues--y'know, drugs, smoking, sex, etc. Got a lil bored so i just drew one of my classmates to kill time. It was very good though, i did learn ALOT from it..even from a serious boredom.

*`*Me? running for treasurer?:

In one particular afternoon, by that time i was hanging out with a bunch of sophies and Rainier at the lobby until it was 1--thinking that there was the talent showdown going on at the Gymnasium, i had to bash but i was stopped when Mrs. Stout (lol) called me. I got scared thinking that i had alot...ENDLESS lates, one more i could get suspended for sure but i was at ease yet surprised when she told me that i was gonna run as treasurer in Jing's party and up against Veverly. On my way to the gym i bumped into Triccie, too ecstatic and excrutiatingly tired i told her the news and i guess the rest is history.

I really can't say either i want it or not, i have to give it a shot since it would be oy Yeah, i guess i am part of Frances' party and not with Paula's, i know that there have been rumors & gossips in-between the parties--those are just bullshits to make things complicated.

BOTTOMLINE: It wasn't as if i wanted to be running for that position, Frances chose me so. you got that? (haha, i won't eat you silly)

*`*Spankin New Music:

Infatuated - Memphis Bleek

nana by baby bash

one wish by Mario

How to touch a girl by Jojo

first time by lil corey

*`*Saturday (which is yesterday):

Yesterday, we started making this diorama--Apan Project, hehe watching the Art Attack series do come in handy.

*Cramps!!!! it's killlllllllliiiiiiinnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg meeeeee...(0_o)

Naminé16 on Friday, February 09, 2007

Quick Post

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*`*This will just be a quick post, still have stuff to do pa eh...

*Talent Showdown's tomorrow, good thing i practiced with Emily and without Triccie.

*Got my day ruined by my seatmate and i acted as if i was suplada...(hhhmmppphh, cguro OK na rin pag bukas na, pag nde na ako badtrip sa kanya.)

*Just ate the food that made me difficult to breathe again, and yeah--As of right now, i can't breathe properly..Pero don't worry, it's a bit temporary but it kills me.

*Anaw and I just saw Augusto in person, he noticed me, we had an unexpected eye contact.. I knew right away that he recognize me when i looked again at him, i acted stupid and started to ignore him, i heard voices at my back with his friends--i ran away with Anaw, laughing endlessly. And since then, i fear going outside the school premises..hahahaha..kidding.

Naminé16 on Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I don't wanna part...with her

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Grow old with you - Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile whenever youre sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

Ill get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

Ill miss you
Ill kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Ill need you
Ill feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if youve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

*`*I fell in love with the song so i had to post the lyrics. It's from the movie 'Wedding Singer' though i haven't yet seen it cuz i guess it's from an 80's movie and Adam has a mullet and Drew has a short hair.

*`*Just watched this creepy horror movie in HBO last night, in the end of it...only one died--and that's a party pooper.

*`*Timothy started calling me 'Nay' hahahahahaahahahahah...i guess that makes him my son-in-law, Why? well it's a long history and i don't want to repeat it. And i don't even know why or how did my number appeared to his cellphone.

*`*Something's bothering me alot and no matter how many times i want to forget it, it seemed to find it's way into my mind--even to a tiny whole. (Oh geez, this is just like having wet dreams except you're half awake heheheh) Never stop reminiscing the past, i know from the back of my head that what matters is NOW. So many things to do, so little time.

*`*Oh, my cousin just left Pangasinan and started to live on his own. Weehh, he's got his own life now..and i started to think..after all these (school, university, issues, puberty crisis) what would happen to me? what would my life be after i finish high school, in college? Of course there would be goodbyes and hellos but that's just it--it all ends there.

When i was a kid, i never did expect to have an ambition of being a doctor--My mom was always been my role model and as i mimic everyday what she does at work or at home, that's just how it is--having doctors as your parents. When i reached high school, i knew that there were alot of open doors to another and new ambitions: creativity skills --Fine Arts, Architecture, Painting. Yet people see me before as a doctor (someday), but now as an artist. And i couldn't even imagine myself carrying an easel and as skillful as Vincent Van Gogh or Michelangelo for heaven's sake. Dad and my auntie wants me to be a nurse, the number one course for an instant access to another countries. If i am to be a nurse someday, then my level of standards would just be average--like other people and i don't want that. I want to be whatever i want to be but i really do consider the paths of my parents--for my own good and future. mom during her childhood days wanted to be a lawyer but her dad ( my grand daddy) insisted her to be a doctor and that's because during their time lawyers were such assholes and pretty much on the dark side (halatang star wars, hahaha).

Now that my brother's gonna be a graduate student ( i pretty much think that he would study Nursing and in Upang..hehe, well that's because our ancestors studied there), it's time for me to visualize my outlook in life while i am still in high school. And that leaves me, well...alone going to school and alone going home--i have to be used to it or else i'm stuck growing up with my brother alongside.

Naminé16 on Sunday, February 04, 2007

bbrrrrr....it's damn cold...

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*`*BBrrrrr,..i can't no longer stand this breeze-this so called 'cold front' has been an invasion in the Phil, but we Filipinos rarely felt this cold climate and well--make the best of it.

*`*Alot of things happened in the month of January although i never did got any time typing it all here. Actually there are just the big and small things, the Foundation days, saw Catherine again, Ferris wheel stories (iilang beses sumakay, iba't-ibang storya), had altercations with Fiona --but in the end, everything went fine.

And now is the verge of the month of February, the lovapalooza month. I really can't have time in such nuisance, i have alot of things to do--STUDIES, priority is always a priorty for a stude. And i'm good with my life without a boyfriend, maybe that's why they have termed it No Boyfriend Since Birth--NBSB. Though there are times that i encounter such fuss with guys, the very FIRST guy was in Elementary days, one and the only bastard in my freshmen year, there were a bunch suitors but all of them weren't the Mr. Right figure. And really, i don't need one right now (maybe in college..or in afterlife hahah, *knocks on the wall*)--time will come that Mr. Right will walk into my life (maybe pag 37 na ako), never akong magiging widow noh! hahah i would be nun kung ganun nga. And i don't wanna end up in situations like Ruby Oliver (The Boyfriend List), crawling rumors and bastards made her life miserable.

*Midterms are INCOMING, better load up by studying.

*Shet my ears hurt, not only that, there is this bandage stickied to my face..i don't wanna talk about it >.<

*Congrats to the newly confirmed peeps! hehe, you're now ready for marriage hahah. even though that i was SUPPOSED to be with them.

*I was supposed to be confirmed but when i asked my mom if i really did confirmed, she said yeah i did though i can't really remember. Time passedby i let the confirmation achuchu go along with it. And it was after the mass, the day of confirmation--I asked my mom again, 'Am i really confirmed mom? cuz i really can't remember a thing'..It turns out that my bro was the one confirmed and NOT me because i was too young at that time while mom was abroad and i really didn't know there was such a thing. Who to blame? i guess it would have to be moi and mom's friends--me because i wasn't aware of it, even for my own good.Her friends because mom told them to confirm me while we were still in Palau but i was too young for it DAW. Bottomline: I didn't get confirmed...and that's BIG crap for me.

*`*BGM: Grow old with you - Adam Sandler

It's supposed to be Edward Chun's Everything but i can't find links. Nweiz, this song's pretty cute though. I need you, feed you..even let you hold the remote control..

Naminé16 on Saturday, February 03, 2007