My stupid mouth, Has got me in trouble.

I said too much again.

To a date over dinner yesterday

And I could see she was offended.

She said well anyway...Just dying for a subject change.

Oh, its another social casualty

Score one more for me

How could I forget? Mama said think before speaking

No filter in my head.

Oh, whats a boy to do?

I guess he better find one soon

We bit our lips. she looked out the window

Rolling tiny balls of napkin paper

I played a quick game of chess with theSalt and pepper shaker.

And I could see clearlyAn indelible line was drawn

Between what was good, what just

Slipped out and what went wrong.

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed.

Thanks for playing, try again.How could I forget?

Mama said think before speakingNo filter in my head.

Oh, whats a boy to do? I guess he better find one.

Im never speaking up again. it only hurts me.

Id rather be a mystery than she desert me.

Oh Im never speaking up again.Starting nowOne more thing.

Why is it my fault? So maybe I try too hard

But its all because of this desireI just wanna be liked, I just wanna be funny.

Looks like the jokes on me

So call me captain backfireIm never speaking up again it only hurts me.

Id rather be a mystery than she desert me.

Oh Im never speaking up again

Starting now

It was never meant to happen, i am on the breaking point of my total madness. But i know what i have is angst, waiting to punch someone without hesitations. How willing i am to leave and forget all the things have happened, i would just consider it as an old memory. I have nothing else left in there except sharing and touching lives with them. But i keep on holding back, as if my next step is stuck on the ground. Another side of me is stepping back to an unthinkable reality awaiting. I really can't blame the way things are supposed to be, cause people change for a reason. I talked to a friend of mine, Ramon with this move i'm making. He kept on insisting i won't but still it only made me urge to make the move for it.

Yeah, i'm not at home. I'm at the mall right now at Netopia, gone shopping for myself heheheh, for once in a while i'm having fun. Doodling in this bloggie of mine, geez the aircon is pointing at my head, i am getting brain freeze for this. hehehe

ALERT!: I just saw our P.E./Health teacher with her boyfriend, shucks! i don't know what should i react or anything bizzarre to think of. I just smiled with laughter, but then her boyfriend caught me looking at them. Gawsh! talk about being a stalker..hehehehhehe, i just got shocked when they were holding hands in the public. NA KILIG AKO DUN!!!

it seemed kinda weird, but i am starting to take interest in Goth. From the song of My Chemical Romance's The Black Parade and the movie 'The Corpse Bride' and 'The Nightmare before Christmas' (i'm a fan of Tim Burtons). I don't know why, i used to think that Gothic people are out-of-their-minds, so over the drama and poetic but now i seem to understand them.

shemay! is this for real?? CLICK ME From the anime itself is really scary.. this gives me the creeps.. Pero what the hey, i love it!

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